Thursday, February 28, 2008

today i told max that i wanted to quit..although it's hard to say it out..i don't really wish to quit but i have no other choices..partly because of the sashimi buffet that tempts me..lols..since staff are not suppose to eat at their own outlet(however,i did it a lot of times..haha..)..another reason of quitting is because i really feel that people there were irritating at times..for example,sheema being so lazy(just like a pest*cockroach)..Mia and Michelle does not looks like supervisor at all..Mia is bias then Michelle always order people to do things but in fact,she did nothing..lastly was max..i really can't understand why he plan such schedule..ever since May is back,my working hours become lesser and lesser..mostly my schedule was to work at 6-10.30..i really hate closing..especially closing with sheema..it's tiring..and i really feel that they just treat me as a spare tire..when they needs me,my schedule was like so pack until i got sick..then now the schedule was like shit..things don't go out the way i thought it would be..so quitting may be the best way out of all..

today is also the day of the appeal result..shilin msg me and ask how is the appeal..i also not very sure which course i was posted to..later on,meiyun called then i call back..she help me check the result..i was posted to singapore poly computer engineering..as for meiyun,she was posted to the course at ngee ann poly mobile business solution that we both choose together..i was a little disappointed..at that moment i really feel like going back to double check..as a girl to go into a engineering course was like so impossible..i really don't know whether I'm able to survive in there..all my bestiies went to ngee ann poly..although they are in the different course,at least they are still nearby..as for me,i still can't find someone that is able to be with me..i really scared..