Monday, August 25, 2008

2 FEELINGS TODAY.

FIRST: EXCITED
SECOND: ANGRY


in the 1st place, i'm damn excited. because he and i are going to bugis.. take our 2nd neoprint.. the last time neoprint was totally unprepared. and i really can't take it when i saw my dress sense last time. DAMN UGLY. sleeveless and a long jeans skirt. eee.. swear that i won't want to wear that the next time. to bugis somemore -_-"

secondly, i was damn angry. on the bus, i told him during my holidays, i will find a day to go out with my busmate, weiliang. just for a meal. then his face totally change. the funniest thing was that i'm telling him the truth and he say "i rather you don't tell me". guys are the complicated humans ON EARTH! always say must not hide any secrets and now he say rather don't tell him. JUST A MEAL ONLY WHAT. NOOO FREEDOM AND NO TRUST!

we got down the bus only at lavender. i don't know where i'm heading. just walk blindly.
later, he msg me saying " stil wan go?"
i say "dun1"
he say "its ur fault n yet u wana b angry?"
like that also my fault. isn't it a little too unfair? i have never stop him from anything. giving alot of freedom to you. should i always make a CHOICE between BF AND FRIEND? the person who can't handle both well is a FAILURE. and YES! I AM..


we went to bugis after seeing one another.. totally no mood for neoprint already.. he then say then you don't take lo , i take. arrghh. so still end up taking with a SMILE! after that eat then go my house. at 1.30am, he meeting his friend. i wasn't very happy at all. obvious i want him to pei me. bud did i stop him? I NEVER. i should have the right to do that and also ask him the same thing back. "friend more important or me? i just want everything that go smoothly. no more quarrels.
Hard + Hard + Hard = SUPER DUBER HARD!


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**(EVERYTHING ABOVE IS JUST A SPACE FOR ME TO VENT MY ANGER)**